i know.

it's really hard to live without you. i hope you feel the same thing too, darling. i never ever feel this weird feeling with any other guy. but you, it's totally different. i never this loyal with other guy. but you, i will stay forever. trust me. you gives me hope, you supports me, you makes me laugh, you makes me crazy about you every night. yes, i did many wrongs that sometimes makes you burst in anger but this is me. i will loyal no matter what happen. you do anything for me just to makes me happy.

i love surprises and that's what you always did. you came straight away from ipoh and came to see me working in tesco, klang. you walked many miles from your aunt's house to the tesco in the morning, just to say good morning to me. isn't that sweet? last year, you came to see me at my college and you were wearing my tesco's uniform just to show that you are missed me alot and because of that i have to borrow my friend's shirt for you. :D

you always try to make me happy and do anything that you could just to make me happy. you bought me new slippers for my birthday, you bought me wedges for my classes, you bought me leggings, shirts, necklaces and treat me everytime we out for our dates. you also gave a very cute mug a week ago. i don't just love you because of the materials that you gave me, but i love you is only because you know how to makes me happy.

our relationship is actually more than one year and many many years will come forward. time passed really fast kan sayang? i feel like i just dated you yesterday. i still remember the first time i met you. you were wearing your dark green sweater and you brought an umbrella too. ohh, with a small little fan. haha you look so funny that way. i just love you, darling.

i really really appreciate our relation and wish for more. i know you can change me to be a better person and lead me to the rigth way. all you advices and supports makes me feel confident to go through my day. my heart says you are my soul mate. the real one. i love you with all my heart and my soul. don't leave me and i will take care of you all my life.

i promise.